Thursday, July 30, 2009

To Live, or Not To Live

Now, that is THE question, one that can be taken to varying levels of interpretation. There are various degrees of life, and there are various degrees of death.

Personally, if my Yin matched my Yang I would perhaps be OK, but alas, I am not balanced. I am feeling out of balance, the Yin (Death) breathing down my back and the Yang (Life) gawking helplessly in the shadow.

I just don't know how much longer I can fight the inevitable


Kappa no He said...

Live!! I adore you and your wonderful mind--despite how wonky it may act on you at times. And you have so much good stuff to write. I'm the one standing up with the pom poms in your cheering section, doing a fancy little jig. Live!!


MDK said...

Hey t!

Thanx for your comment. I can't tell you how much that meant to me. I am doing better. I started a new medicine to help with my Obsessive type thinking and a new anti-depressant. So hopefully, I can settle into a writing routine. I am currently taking some time off from work. Well, actually I was terminated because I took 14 days leave of absence and I wasn't employed long enough for family medical leave. I wasn't ready to go back when in policy, I was required to. They said I can reapply when I'm better and I should probably get rehired.

Thanx for the moral support, t.

Wishing you and your family the best,


Kappa no He said...

Really wish workplaces were more compassionate. But that is good news they'll most likely rehire you. So glad you are feeling better. And writing will help. Amazing what bouts of creativity can do for the mood. Anything you want to talk about, I'm always here.